SEND GOOD VIBES 🙏: I’m so tired of fighting and fighting to get better, to earn enough to live, of having meager assistance canceled for reasons that make no sense, not a ring able to just leave the house beyond the grocery store parking lot without a fucking meltdown after, I’m so sick of people not caring how they affect high-risk covid populations, I’m so tired of fucking neighbors who seem hell bent on slowly poking me off the edge, I’m so tired of fighting to get a fucking doctor’s appointment, I’m so tired of terrifying symptoms I still don’t have answers to, I’m so fucking sick of mental professionals who don’t know anything about my diagnoses and make triggering ableist comments, I’m so fucking tired of feeling like hell and not being able to talk or walk right, and I just want to go a god dammed month without a fucking panic attack.
